Hey is anyone alive out there? Honestly wouldn't be surprised if most of my friends and followers on here quietly abandoned their accounts the way I kind of did to this one (oops). Probably not a major shock if you know me semi-well. At some point dA went from being just a source of stress to causing me anxiety and minor panic attacks at even the thought of logging in. Eventually it just became easier to not log in and not freak myself out about possibly explaining myself. And honestly I kind of needed it. Didn't realize how much stress it was causing until I just stopped logging in. So why am I here now, making this journal and giving an update? Well, to be brutally honest, I want to upload some of my old fics onto AO3, and since I uploaded individual chapters on here back in the day, that means I have exact chapter dates on here. So I want to mark those down so I can accurately backlog my fics when I upload them. But I also figured it was probably time (and I'm in a good enough